Resurfacing?

Wow. It's been over a year. It hasn't been a good year. I've been hermit-ish in contact with most, spending a fair amount of time on Ravelry and hiding out in a small bunch of my groups where there is the most love and they don't care if all you do is lurk. It is so hard to believe that my baby boy will be 2 in about 2 weeks. And Melodie is 7 going on 17 with attitude to spare. My computer is out of commission and I miss it, but I am grateful I can still check email, ravelry and some of my blogs(don't have them saved to his computer so I am picking them up as I stumble upon them). Alex, you are not forgotten, I've just been having a rough go with facebook behaving and never remember to shoot you an email. Please forgive. I don't know how often I will be posting as my head really isn't in the right place still, but hopefully it will be sooner than a year.